It makes no sense.

What do you do, when you could live and Entire dream in a day
Wake up to things as though they could go entire your Way
Though they should all be good by all realistic Means
What do you do if someway could touch em for what they seem.
A tiny still strand somehow sitting there fr you. Maybe because you continue
to see something through. Or maybe you are the dumbest, one of the
most non intelligent people could Be. Just that if not doing this could
mot expose a type of reality. One I've thought's mine, One I've probably
seen my whole life.. And in the process too could have found my wife.
How much time and on going does such a thing take. And how much of life is
is just risk for risking strong sake. Or how much do we acknowledge, and
accept our now Fate. Or is it a series of critical points where it might not be
Too late. Is this more what life is about,, In the highest true sense? Living for
the thing that can make all that's in you commence? I know retreat is there
but may be no more way up. And I kow its just me who really can give a fuck.
Because to see it like this is to see it for all time. Ways others prefer not or
worry for what they could find. When really all found is just more of who you are..
Who could not want this thing?  Your glorious and one shining Star.  

life is so real^