gone / I'm not (even) worthy

Gone, and I'm not even worthy of another day
But even in this Light, I could have my entire human Way
and is this even a light, or is it just the Dark? And even in the
dark!! a potential for a one and ever's start? An ability to disprove the
light as being the source for all things, as what the world needs
now are things that can absorb the Dark and hold truth 'til
They full sing! Could even stay awake all night, to hold and
help this one truth maintain. Because sadly I know from life and
experience None others will do to Maintain.. What I need for myself
to hold this one light special still. But I could easily and might
give up because there's no longer my recognizable Will. And maybe
I'm proving, that will is a thing and a thing in Fact. That people are
made up of in ways even when believed they too lack! This thing that
defines more than any other thing, a happiness, spirit, and a will Of a
full human being. So.. By one stroke of magic, I'll find this thing ag-ain
and I'll hold it and mold it to forever maintain. Because the spirit of the Earth
no different that the spirit of being itself. And in proven tomorrow
my own knowledge soul and will touches on every thing on The shelf.   If...
we only could see this way,   look to be this way,    and have a trust and hold desire
that these things could always be in play...   I could, and I have no idea how come
I will but I'll try and find out  -  maybe for every last neighborhood.
peace  health  life  being          human way, is the only Way