ayee

no hope.
what does it mean when there is no Hope left
like everything in your life under that rug has been swept.
What happens in those moments where death comes or hope
turns into something else. The one and most clear or stark dilemma
of man. Walking or skating around with something feel like only I
can understand. Because of course giving up hope doesn't mean all
of its gone. Just means there's none of it left now* or it won't last for Long.
So, the counter to that ~ is what if Magic was a thing we could feel? Like
if it was something that instead of waxed on was something that was Real.
Because I'm already so far past My Life, that the only Thing that can bring
it back is magic Exact. I can't say it will come but I've hunted for it so long
least gives me the chance to know this thing could last as Strong. Could pluck
it out of the atmosphere and only Once more - for a spirit that's in me (already)
just one I get to total explore. Because once it's gone like the stars becomes
something nobody will Know...  How come it's probably (so) Important
for everybody to know the emphasis on how people do truly grow.


'nobody will ever care about your Dreams as much as You do. How come to know
and recognize the power that even though this is they still can come True. We're
all connected yet not connected at this one single time.  The thing about this life that
makes it one still that can Totally unwind ..."