rest of the light

what to do with this, what's the rest of the Light
it has the ability, the probability, the length to
glow right.  But why should I be (un)like others who
can't really seek out this thing? A life, an opportunity
an Existence that can truly sing.  Even after a light has
gone out - about 2 or 3 timesxx before, what is it about
a Light, or even a Life, that could keep it go on and Wanting
more.  I'll probably do it, but the deepest desire in my being
is to Know if this kind of a light holds the answer to so or
many more types of things. If it can flame again and flame
large after it whimpers and nearly flames out - do we not,
maybe many more of us need to usefully know what this
type of Light is about?           this might be being