No Outlets.

When you get on the end of a point
Or an end of a Gene, you'll do practically
anything to make that gene a Thing.. To make
that one Gene sing. If you believe in Life and
Believe it is optimal Itself, no choice but when in
this place but to seek to optimize yourself. Because I am
in that place, dont' even really want it, but for me know
there is no other optimal Life I'd like to explore. It puts
you at a point, of answering to yourself, like you're at your
one Gene's last door. And all that is worth saving, is
yourself in these times especially if like me you have already
left this thing Behind. And Impetus and one that's Fierce, that
this can be a thing no More, for the belief in a Life is the
belief that there is More. My struggle will be that if I can't
Optimize this place, I'll find a thing for which in my own highest
being just can't quite replace.. The urgency on the present, and
action thats outdated Yet, like there is blade of a thing that while
False could be Hope. Because on the other side is a Life that doesn't
necessarily belong to me - which means that in (this) one and sweet
Present..  Just has to be almost an eternity to be.  Could time be this
"big" of a Thing ?  I know I'm not going to find it now, few will care,
But many will go on wondering, and me in my silence if this a thing that
sing ..    Human Way,    all day.