I don't blame // any light left?

I don't blame you, for not knowing the things that I chase.
I don't blame you for not seeing the things that I see.
Because I'm still trying to touch a thing in me that could
totally yet be.  A thing that could have, should been gone lifetimes
ago. But here I am now, chasing these things that I chase. Things
unseen to others, when right in front of a face. Or not known because
others seek to hide it so still. A life that's inside that could represent a
thrill. And not just a thrill, but a lifetime so sent, that even though it's
missed in long passing, could still heaven or skyward sent. What kind
of a division could exist in a space and a time, that could keep me so
longing, distant from a truth that's so mine. Always different from others,
yet alike in all the best. This thing, or a thing, I've wanted to know even in
long rest. What do these things say, about a truth, a divine, about a soul or
spirit's quest For these things in the line. A mind, a divine, or a spirit that
doesn't rest.. A long lion Hiatus, only to meet a lion at long and time's
silent Quest. For a lion, in being and nature, seeks only to Roar, and seek for
the things in(side) and outside to Explore. Not an expectation that others' may
share in such a care, of a truth that may always, though silent, long 'ways be there
And if i Return, to pose a future to Make, it's a long lions quest for future's true take.
To influence the life, the spirit from whence born, a truth in a being, like a thing
that's been sworn. Though sworn off in the light, the light is what makes it best,
and been his own spirit or epic soul's Quest.  The journey to self, cannot at times be
shared with all others too. A thing long to learn, but a thing also True.  For the Lion
who claims, his tall place at the top of the Throne, will know there's only one Full
Pursuit, and its a life he can Full and sole call his Own.  Could have written "soul"
there as "soul" still would have been true.  Only reason it ever lasted is because not
done just for Me but for you.  it's Written.    
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